harassed --- 2

okay, continuation from the previous post... my parents went to a temple at Mendaling Street to pray.. and there, they met a 'sifu'.. he's supposed to be well known and many people would queue to be cured by him.. anyway, he saw my mum and she told him my problem, about my encounter... he told mum to bring me over to the temple the next day, as a precaution, in case i'm really being 'disturbed'

so, my parents took us out to pizza that night, and finally told me about it... they're worried that i might be scared about the whole thing, but i'm okay :) so, just for a peace of mind, i agreed to go to the temple the next day..

the next day ...

waited about half an hour, before it was finally my turn... the sifu was in a trance, and his eyes closed... he spoke so softly, and as if he was struggling to speak as loud as possible.. anyway, i held out my hands, and he touched it... then he spoke in hokkien :

"there's actually nothing wrong with you... nothing wrong at all.." - i just nodded.. pleased to know

"but your heart shows that, everything seems to be messed up" - mum looked at me..

"you have to be confident in anything you do.. ! why do you do things without confidence" - i nodded again..

"now, i'm going to take you as my godson.. of the Earth God.. is it alright with you?"

i nodded.. yes..

"now, take off your shirt..."

and he wrote something on my body, and my back... after that, its all over... hmmm... anyway, i think most of the things he said about me, he got it right... maybe he said that to others too... i dont know.... but i should really build up on my confidence :)

harassed..

yeap, sorry for the loooong break from blogging... but i can assure you, this blog never dies.... it'll be my last thing i'd bring along with me to the grave.. :P the futuristic grave.. i wonder how is it... will i be buried online???? maybe by the year 2060, Nirvana has gone online.... hahahaha

anyway, see the topic of this post??? yup, you guessed it, i was harassed... by who ??? well, i was harassed in my room, around 2am, last Sunday....

it goes like this :
after playing my psp, i went to set the timer for my air cond (for 1 hour), and turn on the fan.. i went to sleep after that... soon after, i was awakened by a girl's voice... she was sort of talking in my head, or maybe she was right above me.. she said something, and i was kinda blurry, so i wasnt able to figure out what was it... i opened my eyes, but all i see is darkness... its like wtf... i tried to move, but its like i had muscle cramp all over my body... so, there you go... all i could do was to shut my eyes again, and tried to communicate with her.. i said "sorry if i made you mad somehow, and sorry sorry sorry" ... and then all was back to normal, i see my side table again... gosh, then when i thought it was gone, she spoke again, the same thing, and this time i asked her "what do you want from me" ... again, after she spoke, it was back to normal...

holy crap, my shirt was damp with sweat but i dared not move a muscle.... i counted to 3, and i picked up my pillow and ran off to my parents room >.< sorry mum and dad !

gao ong ea xD

The No.1 reason that leads to hate, is indeed Jealousy... :) be strong and steady, i tell myself..

i've been trying to stay at home as much as possible lately, as i've been staying in college till late at night.. when i stay at home, it feels so peaceful....

anyway, 2 days ago, despite being so busy, i was able to watch the fire crossing ceremony of the 9th God festival.. it has been a tradition... i took a video of it too !

those who wanna cross fire, has to be a vegetarian for 15 days i think... if you're not, you have to bear the risk of getting burnt... thats what they say... i have a cousin, ah kiat, who crossed fire this year.. as well as previous years.. but this time, after walking halfway, he ran... ahahahaha.. i think he got burnt lah... :P