life's so simple ??

well, i noticed there're 2 very distinct kind of people in this world... one always seem to have problems and they scratch their head over it almost all the time.. the other type seem like they have nothing in the world that bothers them abit (aka happy go lucky lah..)

question is, why is there such a thing??? are those happy go lucky ones just hiding their emotions... or maybe they're just better at solving problems..

if there is a 3rd kind of people, i'd be it.. since i'm neither the 2..

when i'm feeling down, i want to be alone... like yesterday, i went for a movie.. alone.. yeah, i know its pathetic.. i havent done that for a year now.. anyway, i have to bear the consequences.. the guy sitting next to me stank like some rubbish truck... and he has the habit of shaking his legs violently when it comes to the action part... imagine that.. it was damn annoying

*if life's only as simple... i would've gotten myself a new car xD ... anyway, dont misunderstand.. i did not strike 4D or whatsoever.. what i'm trying to say is that betting is bad. :)

change for the better..

i need to kick away bad habits.... change for the better...

sometimes i do not realize the negative things i've done.. i might've killed a bird, without knowing it...

just comment on this post ; the negative side of me... and on what i should improve.. keep it anonymous :)

June...

the picture was taken about a month back..

yesterday ; presentation went alright... well, i was lucky that chapter wasnt that hard.. giving examples were easy.. so thank god :) however, football match in the evening wasnt quite good for me...

altho we won with a goal margin, i played terrible... i cant even remember how to kick the ball.. ah, spectators were watching.. so, yeah.. shit happens afterall..

today ; dad departs to kuching, replacing my mum.. and then, mum met our new neighbour.. he's a government servant, and is now shifting to the house opposite to ours.. so yeah, i admire my mum's courage.. she just like went up to that 'indian fellow' and asked if he was the new owner of that house.. and he said yes.. mum went on talking about our neighbourhood.. lol.. cant blame her, she's trying her best to be friendly

it'd be good if her son could learn from her.. haha, but sadly...

anyway, i just got back from fetching sis to tuition.. saw a dog barking madly at a cream coloured cat.. pitiful cat, i could see his/her fur standing.. sorta looks like a furball.. well, i honked > the dog looked at me > the cat ... err, where's the cat ??? LOL.. i believe i saved his life.. he forgot to thank me tho :P

if only god would even honk me once... i'd be more than glad...

recipe to feel better..

my way to feel better when you're down, had a bad day, or simply stressed out..

1. take your mind off that problem.. instead think of every little positive thing that will make you feel happy

2. look at happy faces.. smile at people (force yourself if you need to).. avoid looking at faces that you hate.. dont even think about them.

3. think about your next meal.. it should be something special, that you dont eat everyday (eg: cheese choc from secret recipe)

4. if you're staying away from food, think about things that you've always wanted to buy (within budget) or things you've always wanted to do (eg : go for a horror movie) .. then, just do it.. the main point is to satisfy yourself..

5. ok, this is my theory.. 2 satisfying things you do = no more feeling bad.. therefore, if you're feeling really really down (like the whole world's against you..) you might want to consider treating yourself to a 2 scoop ice cream at baskin robbins, and go get that shoe you've always considered buying.. then, afterwards, you might feel that, the world's aint that bad afterall :)

*i write what i think*

feel free to comment..

money... to.. survive..

lol, picture says it all... i'm not surprise actually... with this prime minister, anything can happen.. just after reading the newspaper headline of the day which stated "petrol price expected to rise in August" .. and soon after, i got an sms from a friend telling me that petrol price will be up by 40%, TONIGHT .. so did the media got wrong info, or our prime minister just lied to us =x .. alright lets stop here..

oh, i swiped my visa for the first time, and got myself an adidas soccer boots.. its a bargain... 50% discount which brings down the cool boots to only rm100 :D i'm glad !

hmm, what else.. oh yea, no more luxury cars in the future... *wipes it out of my Gonna-get-list* the trend is now smaller cars... next, hybrid cars.. next ??? bicycle :P .. i'm gonna be riding bicycle to college starting next week... believe it or not lah... i know you guys wont believe.. haha.. but i'll be getting my new bicycle tomorrow.. hopefully it'll be a bargain again.. good bike with good price.. who'd guess this will be the new trend. BICYCLES !! no more BMWs.. no more above 2000 cc cars.. well, not until the price of petrol goes down again.. which i seriously doubt. ta~

june..

so fast, its june already... time flies...

mum got me a visa card. nice? not really. its just so that i can help her pay her bills.

anyway, mid term's just over.. and i did pretty bad, considering the number of hours i spent doing revision.. and i feel blank now. no aim. i feel so lost.

also, this week, i got my NS letter (finally). been waiting for it, so that i can postpone (or maybe cancel it) my NS .. NS kills !