Tuesday, January 16, 2007

level of happiness >> dropping ??

ah ahhhh ( more like sighs) ... i'm back from celebrating birthday with my friend, kok mun, at midvalley.. nothing much, although i found myself improving greatly in bowling XD, but the movie "Pathfinder" totally spoilt the mood ... the movie sux, believe me, dont even buy the pirated cd of it ..

hhhmm, ahhhh, for some reason, i'm feeling real stuck up, and un-noticed by most people ... feeling stupid afterall, for everything i've done ... i tried being good, keeping my temper low, and myself low .. hmm, all goes down the drain (unapreciated in other words) .. while others dont do as much, gets more recognition .. why did god create such weird situation in the first place... guess i'll just bear with it ...

**partly, cuz i've just read a blog with all birthday wishes and presents "that blogger" got for his birthday ... erm, in other words, YESSS, i envy them !! cuz i dont usually get presents for my birthday. Nop, not in 3 or 4 years already.. what more birthday wishes ... harhar (laughs lamely), well just hope that this year will be totally different ! =) positive thinking, hehe..

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

eh? dun la hide ur real feeling.. try to be more outspoken ler..Dun worry ! ur ''cousin'' here is ready to be ur listener! :)
dun la hide ur temper/feelin/try to be good even when u're not feelin to it, it will only make u feel even worse ,n make it harder 4 ppl to understand u .. Human are created with emotions (includin temper) , so dun terrorise god's gift by hiding it yah!let ur emotions flow!! but dun la erupt so much until ppl cannot tahan! lol.