how i wished...

how i wished i...
1. had more friends of my age..
2. had more friends of my type..
3. had more friends that speaks the same language as i do..
4. get a little more of what i do not have..
5. am better than someone at something..
6. could love..
7. am more lovable..
8. am not hated and not always the outcast..
9. had a best buddy, and an understanding girlfriend..
10. was borned a little bit more perfect.........